Outdoor shoots with Multifolds

Finally did another outdoor shoots with Multifolds. It has been so long since we last saw Melvin. LOL. We decided to do something more edgy and the photos turn out to be really awesome!

Here are some photos I grabbed from Multifolds, before they can send me the whole collection.

Really can't wait to see those photos.

Behind the scene

The sun was glaring angrily at us that day, and I was not suppose to be under the sun cause it will actually cause my eyes to swell up. Everyone was perspiring profusely and me, being the one who did nothing but to walk around with Melvin (photographer) and Cherie (model), sweat the most. I looked like I just bathe.

Thank you Mel and Cherie for the hard work! :D

Eyelids Surgery Part 2

After a week, it is finally time to remove the stitches. Was so worried about the stitches removal, cause everyone said they were sobbing during the stitches removal.

 

That's how I look like before the removal and the swell had almost subside.

 

When I reached the clinic, there are quite a number of people, mostly young girls, coming back for reviews. It shows how common cosmetic surgery has become and young girls can really afford surgery now.

Was asking the doctor about the pain level for stitches removal and he said it will only be an ant bite.

I actually didn't believe in the first place, but what I feel when he started the procedure was he was pulling a string out of my lids very smoothly and it only hurt abit at the epi area.

Still have to go back to review in 2 weeks time, because he need to check if I have any scars, and I am worried about having keloids scars at the epi area.

 

 

AFTER STITCHES REMOVAL

LOOK AT THE FRONT PART!

It look like I am going to have keloids for sure, cause the scars look 3D.

 

I was so sad at the moment. The doctor said if it is really keloids, I will have to apply a cream specially for keloids to flatten them. But if the cream doesn't work, I will have jab the scar. FML!

 

Also, he said my eyes look droopy, because my eyes are always half open. I need to open my eyes bigger everyday, if not I will still have small eyes for life. OMG, I HAVE WEAK EYES MUSCLES!

Lazy eyes?

 

But my case is not serious. Droopy but still can be help if I keep my eyes open big big everyday and get use to it.

If it is the serious case, a muscle strengthening surgery can be done to "Open" up the eyes.

Sadly, the surgery is quite expensive; $5K or more.

 

Hopefully I don't need it!

 

I still have to apply cream and do cold pack everyday, to reduce the swellings. The eyes still look unnatural and my left eyes look tapered! :(

Hopefully it get back to parallel when the swell subside.

 POST REMOVAL DAY 2

 

LEFT

RIGHT
The right eye heals better than the left one; more parallel, epi without 3D scar.

Please help me pray that I will heal beautifully! Thank you very much!
Sorry that my skin look very disgusting. The condition is very bad now. Can't clean my face properly when I was still havng stitches on, that's why grew alot of black heads.

Will update more again, bye bye!

Eyelids Surgery

Yayyyyy! I finally did something to my eyes, something I wanted to do for a long time. LOL.

Bye ugly inner eyelids, bye epi folds and best of all, bye double eyelid stickers!

Anyway, on the 12th March 2013, which is just a few days ago, I did my double eyelids surgery incision methods (cutting) and medial epicanthoplasty.

I reached the clinic at 9.30am, and that's when the nurse came to brief me about the surgery and fed me with a medicine that will reduce swelling.

After which, we went into the surgery room and the doctor used a tool to show me different height of the crease possible (high range and low range). My face couldn't handle a ultra thick crease because my eyebrows are way too near my eyes. In the end, we settled for a 8.5mm height.

Then the doctor got me to lie down and he started drawing. He said he was designing the parallel eyelids and marking the places he should cut. This was a super long process as he was very precise and accurate. He measured and re-measured, drew and re-drew, just to make sure everything was equal.

And the surgery started. I was put to sleep and my eyes were totally numbed. But after awhile, I woke up half way, was drowsy but couldn't get back to sleep. I could feel they were cutting away the excess skin with scissor, using the laser equipment to burn the fats away and sewing. No pain at all. I was asked to open my eyes so the doctor can gauge if the eyelids are equal.

After the surgery was done, the nurse put a cold pack compression on my eyes to reduce the swelling. I slept for awhile before the nurse informed my mum to pick me up.

When the nurse woke me up, I looked into the mirror, expecting to see my eyes with serious bruises, but to my surprise, I looked perfectly fine, except for the swell and black stitches.

Collected the medication, which includes pain killer, a cream for affected area and also a medicine to reduce swelling.

The whole surgery took 2.5 hours, faster then expected. The whole process may sound traumatising but believe me, it is not that bad. Maybe my doctor really put me at ease. (: I am so so so glad that I went to him.

That's how I looked when I came out of the clinic. Not that bad right?

The stitches. 

My mum started to stocked up alot of pineapples in the fridge and my lovely aunt bought alot of fishes and vegetable for me too.

I was only allowed to have fishes, vegetables and pineapples everyday cause they aids in recovering and pineapples reduce swelling.

Although the doctor only asked me to avoid sea foods and spices, my mother banned me from dark and light soya sauce (cause scars?), chickens and eggs (cause keloids) too.

Also, they got me 5 cold packs.

POST SURGERY DAY 1  

I still took pain killer on post surgery day 1, quite painful, especially the epi.

But it wasn't so swollen anymore.

POST SURGERY DAY 2

It only gets better (:

The wounds start to itch abit in the morning, means it was healing.

But during the night, it got very itchy.

I tried to be very careful while sleeping, but I still touched my eyes while sleeping cause it was too itchy.

In the end, I woke up in pain. :( Immediately applied cold pack on my eyes and went back to sleep.

I was so afraid that I will scratch the stitches and the stitches will snap. LOL

Was too paranoid.

POST SURGERY DAY 3 - TODAY 

This is how I look now. Better?

Will be heading town later. I hope I won't look so post-surgery when with spectacles on.

Will be removing the stitches next Tuesday. Can't wait. Will update more again.

Its cold pack time again, bye!

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Something to look forward

 

 

Omg, its just 6 more days and I will have a new set of eyes.

I am having mixed feeling - worried and excited at the same time, that I can't even sleep well at night.

 

What will the end result be? How long will I take to recover? Will the surgery be a success? Will I look like freak after my surgery? Will I be able to get the eyes I wanted?

Seriously, too much questions in my mind!

 

Will update on my surgery more (:

 

Feeling Angry

 

 

I am feeling rather angry recently, about things that happened around me.

I am really sick and tired of entertaining nonsensical things/friends.

I HAD ENOUGH.

 

Call me a fair weather friend for all I care, and yes, I know you are talking about me.

But seriously, do you have to trouble everyone when you are feeling down?

Should my world be evolving around you and just you.

Please wake up your bloody idea that we all have our own life, own trouble to deal with. When I am at the lowest point of my life, can I ask you a question? "WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU?" But I didn't blame you nor anyone, cause I understand the fact that everyone has their own problems to deal with. When we don't ask, doesn't mean we don't care. We did text you to take care. And that's all I can do, because during that period, I wasn't in town. I was away.

OR are we suppose to send you a text everyday asking you how are you feeling?

And by doing this, I am not a fair weather friend?

Let me tell you, why not you text me everyday asking me how I feel then?

I, too, have many things to deal with, have issue to settle and problems to solve.

SERIOUSLY, I JUST DON'T GET IT.

 

Not just the above issue, there are things I have been tolerating for the longest time and this time round I can't take it anymore. STOP IT, I WILL TOLERATE NO MORE.

 

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Updates!

I had lost 3 kgs! Woohoo! But I am still super far from my target! 12 kgs more to go!

I must get back to my lightest weight, when my bones are still very obvious!

But my target is lighter than the lightest weight I had been.

  

 

And not becoming like these, when I am 67-70kg! FML

 

 

BYE!